who would have know that going on stress leave would have been so stressful. Instead of getting better I thought I was getting worse. Maybe these feelings were just always there I just have never been able to connect with them.
I had a thought the other day. I was pondering on the fact that I feel like I am falling apart inside and that maybe the reason is because I am not the person I usto be. I was very happy funny and active and most of all optimistic. People were attracted to me not because of the way I looked but because of my self confidence. When I loose my self confidence. I am no longer attractive to people. I am not optimistic and I am not helping people anymore. So what if I'm not helping people anymore I'm not needed anymore. So what if I'm falling apart on the inside.
Do I need to get better on the outside to help people feel good to make me feel good to make me better on the inside.
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